I have make up my mind after a good sleep. All of a sudden the emotion in me started to gone. I realise that all along the issue lies in me. I’m not sure why but I have this depression feeling whenever someone that I know that can bring me joy and laugher maybe laugher doesn’t care about me I started to think about random stuff in a massive way.And its not good. It just affectmy life. I guess I just not ready for relationship. Too much emotions. plus there are so many things I need to achieve this year. So i need to be in top shape. i guess this is how the Lord want to remind me. No dating for the next 5 years. The good thing is I’m also one fifth there. Arh!
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